DREAM

Some people struggle to find what they are made for,
some people struggle to fight for their dreams.
And here i am wasting my time doing absolute nothing to fight to know what i am made for,
not trying hard enough to try and experience each and every opportunity,
not putting enough effort in everything i am doing. .

Justin bieber knew what he always wanted since he is young.
a singer. .
Me? What am i made for?

With the people of our current society being money-minded it is hard to know what am i really made for. .
" kelly, you should study this because it brings u big buck"
"kelly, this is bad, the salary you might be getting is too low"

for me, life is unpredictable, what might seem good might not be good after all and vice versa.
Look at japan, anyone expected the oh-so-fashionable tokyo to be wiped entirely clean?
Look at Thailand, and look at CHINA !

Point is, i struggle everyday to the extend that i want to give up.
I am tired and restless.
Part of life, i know. .
But when can human being materialistic and be real to themselves.
Dont do what you dislike, do what you enjoy doing. .
Problem is, i still dont know what i am made for.

My dream that was once so near became so far fetch, my hopes were squashed and heart was smashed.

LIFE.